I’m willing to sell or part-exchange this brain for a working one, one that can reach some kind of calm and relaxation every once in a while.
I’ve been dreaming (nightmaring?) of driving tests, of house purchases, of job interviews and computers crashing. Closing my eyes doesn’t help me calm down, I see lists in front of my eyes and I start getting tense again.
So this weekend, I’ll go lay on the grass outside, I’ll look at the stars and try to find that feeling of Zen again.
Time for a good thorough Spring cleaning in my head.